I always have you

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Bored die me in office.

My boss from 3pm chatting with customers

till now 5.14pm still not yet finish his story.

Hated when all work come in 1 time 96.

But anyway I did manage to finish up. Hahas.

Can't stop thinking how great is my life back then.

Is way to fun you knowww.

Now all my life is work, work & work.

Only having my day off on Sat (half day) & Sunday,

you think is enough?

Alright 38min more then Im off from work. (:

♥ 5:24 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

You always love to make up lies. I'm responsible for acting out scenes.
All the changes are so I could step into your world.
This scene has repeated a hundred times.
Only then I realised your heart is too wild.
You drew the border between us. I must not simply break the rules.
All my times have been prioritised for you.
Unknowingly, I'm so in love to the point that I dare not take any risks.
Having been your puppet for 1 year, (then) 2 years.
That's when I realised how pathetic I am.

A compromised love, still remains unresolved in the end.
Tied you up, not letting you fly away.
But history keeps repeating itself. I'm exhausted.
A compromised love, yet the story could not be written.
Once you made your ultimatum,
I hid in my own world.

You're just afraid of sleeping by yourself.
I no longer want to shed any more tears for you.
I understand, you will not change.
So, no more pondering, I shall begin tomorrow myself.?

♥ 4:24 PM

It seem like a million years I've not updated my blog.

I feel so paranoid this few days, I don't know why.

That the first time we say the word ____.

Seriously I can't stand it, Why can't you just get to understand me.

Isit so hard to make the decision.

3 YEARS! Just a small request you can't do it.

You are way too stubborn, REALLY!

Ask your friend around you, I bet 10 out of 10

you will get 9/10, I SWEAR!

Am I wasting my time, who can answer me.?

Everything change, but not you.

History keep repeating.

I can only vend my anger here, FML.

#@%$#^#$%@#%

I just need a hard bang on my head.

I already tried my best to maintain but not you.

What should I do? Why not you teach me.

I have to put on a smile even though Im not ok.

Im seriously NOT OK!

" all you need is TRUST" _|_

FML! FML! FML!

♥ 4:10 PM