I always have you

Monday, May 31, 2010

After the incident happen that day
I felt somehow weird between us.
Is it my problem or yours?
I have been asking myself.
I wonder this relationship whether there's
still love or just a 习惯.
Have you been asking yourself too?
Or am i thinking too much?
Could you tell me please,
that i have been thinking too much.
You had never ONCE
ask me, tell me or even give me anything.
I was the only one holding on to this relationship,
everything is i say than you do.
Did you ever take the initiative
to say, plan and do things by yourself.?
I was so upset, when i needed you most you were not here.
I have been tearing late at night do you know that?
Seriously i have to tell you this,
all you know is think about yourself
you will never think of other people feeling.
All i had to do is give in and stay silent.
I'm tired and i dont want to keep so much stuff inside me anymore.
I need to know the way you feel,
I'm drowning and I blame it all on you
I'm lost, please help me.
All i want is your care, love and your warmest hugs.
I'm waiting.

You always love to make up lies. I'm responsible for acting out scenes.
All the changes are so I could step into your world.
This scene has repeated a hundred times.
Only then I realised your heart is too wild.
You drew the border between us. I must not simply break the rules.
All my times have been prioritised for you.
Unknowingly, I'm so in love to the point that I dare not take any risks.
Having been your puppet for 1 year, (then) 2 years.
That's when I realised how pathetic I am.

A compromised love, still remains unresolved in the end.
Tied you up, not letting you fly away.
But history keeps repeating itself. I'm exhausted.
A compromised love, yet the story could not be written.
Once you made your ultimatum,
I hid in my own world.

You're just afraid of sleeping by yourself.
I no longer want to shed any more tears for you.
I understand, you will not change.
So, no more pondering, I shall begin tomorrow myself.?

♥ 12:11 PM

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Dont know fucking anything
just shut your bloody mouth.
Thanks for trying to spoil people relationship.
Know what KAMAR?
You will get sooner or later.
FUCK YOU TTM!
Clean your mouth after eating too much rubbish yeah.
IT STINK! _|_

♥ 8:25 PM

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

M.C today, not working.
So tired now, just ate my medicine not long.
Morning went cck polyclinic see doctor.
Anyway, my two naughty had gone for grooming session,
Waiting for them to be back.
Gonna spend a bomb on their grooming again.
Im going to watch show and take a short nap.
Byeeee.

♥ 12:27 PM

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Morning people! It saturday,
later meeting my babes at bugis.
Bf went to work in the morning left me
and the two naughty.
Bf and me found out how Torres run out of cage.
I'll post up the video after bf is home.
OMG, raining soon, feel like going jogging
but the weather not good. ):
Okays, lately has been busy with my work.
Especially safety part, so many investigation to do.
Should i go for the safety course? hmmmms.
Alright im gonna stop here then.
Byeeeeee readers.

(Guess Who.?)

♥ 9:31 AM

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Happy Mother's Day to all lovely mother. ((:

Oh yes, i finally got my new lappy.

New vaio E series, love you mummy. hahahs.

Yesterday morning went back office meeting,

Bf came to fetch me and off we go town to have lunch.

After lunch, went back bf home

and fetch his mum to his cousin place,

then off we go to Funan to meet my family

to buy my new lappyyyyyy.

Bf drove us back home later.

Went Kelly place for mj session till late night.

Around 3am plus, chou Dar and me went off first,

chat with her at void deck till 5am then off we go

HOMED.

And now im going off to D/L games and movies to my lappy.

( L.V, please ask you mummy to cut your hair, i cant see you eyes already. )

Byeeeeee peeps.

♥ 2:41 PM

Monday, May 3, 2010

just bath come out and now im blogging.
went marina meet my family for lunch,
after lunch shop around MS.
baby bought two belt and me,
bought one Anna Sui perfume and etc
that cost me 100 over bucks.

after MS, baby dove us to IONs then PS.
sis and her bf leave first,
they went cathay watch movie.
drove mum & dad to PS and
bf and me went buy movie ticket first
then went shopping again.
we watched IP Man2 but not with my parents.

thumbs up for the show.
after movie HOME.
shagg, tomorrow working.
( one person work two person job. )

Labels: movie and shopping

♥ 1:15 AM

Saturday, May 1, 2010

just awake from my beauty sleep.
finally im off today, tiring.
have so much work since my another friend went oversea,
have to take over her work.
okays, went mj session yesterday night.
later meeting baby's friends for steamboat
and maybe mj session at wei chee place.
tomorrow afternoon,
bf and me going to peach blossoms at
Marina Mandarin Singapore
to celebrate mother's day with my family
after eating sure go shopping. woooo~

Tiring Week.

♥ 1:52 PM