I always have you

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

yawn*

just came back from dess house.

went play mahjong with

des hong n baba.

dick playin psp.

1st round me and baba win.

2nd half baba win.

overall i still win. YEAHSS!

you guys sure thinking why 2nd half right.

because no time already.

baba need quickly rush back home.

meet up with the gals yesterdae

ad plaza.

jiaen and valarie finally meet uss.

hmmms. that all for todae. ((:

darling left 3 more days and he is OUTSS!

Labels: mahjong session., slack

♥ 7:43 AM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

back!

hellos everyone.

im going to update craps now. ((:

L0LS~

nothing much la this few daessss.

IS THIS WHAT I WANT?

THIS LIFE I CHOOSE.

I PLAY!

MY LIFE.

ECSTASY!!

EMO SUICIDE. ((:

INSANE BITCH*

sometime i jus wann to be ALONE.

♥ 3:47 AM

Friday, July 25, 2008

BOREDDDDDD!

hmmms. feel like going clubb.
but but but. haisssss. l0ls.
oh ya. meeting my gals later.
play mahjong sioooooo!
i got nothing much to say.
wahahahahahas.

I WANT PARTY GIRLSSS.
SHAKEEE!

INSANE!!

i miss my red hair.
should i? ((:

♥ 8:35 AM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

hellos hellos!
im back again.
todae went visit darling.
he still the same la.
after that went makan with his parents
at imm BALIthai.
Errrrr! fel never go with me todae.
make me stuff all the food alone.
so full cann.
after eatin his parents bought some food and ask me
bring back give my father mother eat.
so nice of themm ((:
0kies after that went back home.
thenn later went out again.
meet fel yet baba manfred and his gf.
we were chattin about last time thingg.
denn later stoopid baba say about .....
idiot lorss. so scary cann.
after that yl come meet uss
denn yet and fel went home.
denn the rest of uss went ave8 mac slack
slack awhile jui home sweet home. ((:

♥ 3:18 AM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

backiieee!

jus came back from plaza.

b0reddddd!

meet up fel yet baba and others

at plaza.

slack all the way till 11plus

denn jon yl and others

planning to go kbox

so we all go sing k.

sing till 2 plus

home sweet home. ((:

HAPPIE ANNIVERSARY!

darling coming outs soon. (((:

♥ 4:19 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

i cant slppppppp!

i feel so sleepy but i cant slpppppp!

my neck is damn pain la.

feel so uncomfortable. Errrrrr!

0kies. went out early todae.(210708)

went k box with fel actually got jojo

but she sae the rain too big cant get out

her house. so go without her.

sing till around six plus val and sher came.

denn awhile went to use com.

nothing to do so play game and also

waiting for yet n the others come.

after that went kpt, some of them want to eat.

so my life still as the same slack here and there

denn home sweet home. ((:

In this place

Where I feel stress even when breathing.

When I felt the warmth of someone I passed by

Tears welled in my eyes suddenly

It might be you, it might be the guy

Or the girl.

♥ 5:24 AM

Monday, July 21, 2008

What am I expecting?

Every time the phone receiver I'm grasping trembles

My heart leaps

But soon I'm let down with a sigh

How many times will I continue to do this?
How long am I going to believe the words,

"some other day" When it will never come?
It's better to forget

Thinking that I just dreamed for a little while

Though I know very well

A miracle will never happen
I'm sorry I told you abruptly that day

That everything became suddenly unclear
The last time that I saw your tears

Is still clinging to my memory
Why couldn't I believe in you.

Right in front of me? You see?

It must have been good enough

Only to love what I was loving

Almost clumsily
I wonder if I could leave

Something for you
When time passes by

What will be left for me?

My heart going on wishing for a miracle?

Or just a scar?

♥ 4:35 AM

0kies. due to my borednesss.

i come to update my blog.

arhhhhhsssss. im so boredddd la.

past few days has been slacking

ad plaza with my gals, baba

and others.

play pool, com, slack and chattt.
but on 19th and 20th night went over to
aldrin and baba house play mahjong.
i lose siaaaaa. WHY?
am i that unlucky this few days. )):
nvm my luck coming baccckkk soon.

lets see. L0LS~

and todae(20.07.08) i stay

ad home the whole day ok.

im such a good gal. hahs.

taken by valariesoh. -_-"

the one to six galss!?! one extra gay there. SAW?
okies as i say im so boreedddd. so i went to this website and try on this LAMEEEEEE thinggggg. LOLS~

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

my lucky number. so coincidence. hahs.

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

♥ 3:39 AM

Friday, July 18, 2008

bored! bored! bored!

我看起來也不太好我當然知道
因為你的表情讓我很心疼
你不瞭解我和你之間
只是愛上了不愛我卻又在乎的人

整顆心懸在半空我只能夠
遠遠看著這些我都做得到
但那個人已經不是我

我不知道此刻還能做些什麼
我已試著再讓自己解脫

im twisted cuz one side of me is tellin me
that i need to move on
on the other side
i wanna break down and cry.

♥ 2:27 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

now at plaza updating my blog.
jus now went visit darling.
hmms. when i see him
i really dunno what to say.
im like totally speechless.
but still say out about what had
happen the past few weeks.
but what ever it is
i told darling jus dunn care anymore.
im really very tired of everything.
think im gonna stop here.

But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
That's something only love can do

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just one more chance
To let this be our last goodbye.

♥ 6:26 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

sorry for not bloggin.
to0 much thing happen

this few days.

dont want to mention.

im sick and tired of EVERYTHING!

i want back my happy life.

even though there's happy moment

but all just not seem fine for me.

i dunno why.

there to0 much thing for me

to think and do.

(13.07.08)

celebrate my birthday early.

as my girls all sko0l on monday.

hmmms. anyway im still happy la.

got baba and all. hahs.

thanks to them for celebrating my

birthday. ((:

firstly meet up with the guys and gals

ad plaza.

denn head down to fantasie.

after fantasie is about 3 plus i think.

denn all went kpt slack.

denn about 4 5 plus all went

HOME SWEET HOME! ((:

im speechless.

yetlim and my birthday celebration. ((:

♥ 2:24 AM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

im bored dead now.
i cant get to slp because
i keep thinkin about something.
so i also decided to blog.
later still need early wake up.
going visit darling later.
many things has happen
wad has happen is over
but the scar is always there.
the most treasure friends
is the one who hurts us most.
WHY? why must be them.
now i realised who care us the most.
although some still care but it
really very disappointed.
do you guys take your whole heart to treasure
a friends? NO.
all you guys know is LIE.
what ever it is im giving up.
it pointless.

to YOU.
you better know what im talking about.
don't let me sae something that im not suppose to sae.
if i sae outs thing wont be nice.
mind your every single words
when you talking to uss.
seariously i won't give face.
bl0odly ass.

If I need such courage in exchange for memories
Let tears fall like snow
And melt me together with love.

♥ 5:06 AM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

w0o~
tumb up for usss.
cann sae we did a g0od job todae.
a bunch of st0opid ass ((:

hahs. if you guys never know them
in the first place i don't think you all
will become like this.
IF you all wan think is our fault
go ahead denn.
is pp BTH give pp sae wann
ask pp come down sia.
still ask uss wait.
WTH waste our fcking time on her.
okies but nvm.
it over im happie with it.

done well gals. ((:
claps*
thats all for todae.

darling i think you will be sad
when you hear this big news. )):
i miss you!

♥ 3:35 AM

Friday, July 4, 2008

went visit darling todae.
hahs si botak.
he change till like very fierce.
hump i dunn like.
but still love him la.
still got 27 more days and
he's outs.
after visiting went have lunch
with darling parent ad 682.
after eating his father drive me
go fel house there.
accompany fel go eat her
green bean soup.
denn went up plaza to study
soccer match l0ls.
ad about 7 plus went home.

all i need is your trust.
and i swear to everything i said.
i still love you as before.

♥ 8:22 PM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

just came back from plaza.
morning meet pw jiaen fel and
darling father ad my house downstair.
his father drive uss go darlin court.
sadd. all our guessin is wrong.
now more worst.
i have to wait for one more month.
i really miss you damn fcukin lots.
although i saw you just now.
but to me the distance is still far.
after visiting darling father
drive uss back to mall.
had our lunch ad plaza.
after eating the guys went to play number ball
and we gals just slack there doing nothing.

i just really miss you.
when ever i see them.
i just feel that you are here.
if you think im fine outside,
its just ain't true. )):

make a short video for him.
that show how much i love n miss himm.

(stop the imeem music first denn watch this video.)

Weather is a bit cold,
wind is a bit strong
The city is quiet with the noise
This winter
I have to go home alone
Ask myself if i've gotten used to it?
The nights without you
The echo becomes so loud
Is there a good way
To quiet the loneliness
How are you lately?
Are you also struggling inside?
Are more awkward than a stranger's
Yesterday is far,
tomorrow is long
Memories are blurry yet huge
The tears in this dark night
How to stop them from falling?

♥ 2:46 PM