thanks for those who care for me. i know what im doing, i will listen to you guys advise. but i need time to be strong again, cause everything has just happen too fast.
i thought that i just had a nightmare but when im awake everything seem to be happening. so it means that 梦是现实的相反 is not really true. it had happen to me 2 times.
everything happening on me now is all karma. what goes around comes around. so im the one should be blame it all my fault. all i had to do now is just wait. i will do what i had promised you. imissyou.