What am I expecting?
Every time the phone receiver I'm grasping trembles
My heart leaps
But soon I'm let down with a sigh
How many times will I continue to do this?
How long am I going to believe the words,
"some other day" When it will never come?
It's better to forget
Thinking that I just dreamed for a little while
Though I know very well
A miracle will never happen
I'm sorry I told you abruptly that day
That everything became suddenly unclear
The last time that I saw your tears
Is still clinging to my memory
Why couldn't I believe in you.
Right in front of me? You see?
It must have been good enough
Only to love what I was loving
Almost clumsily
I wonder if I could leave
Something for you
When time passes by
What will be left for me?
My heart going on wishing for a miracle?
Or just a scar?