Bored die me in office.
My boss from 3pm chatting with customers
till now 5.14pm still not yet finish his story.
Hated when all work come in 1 time 96.
But anyway I did manage to finish up. Hahas.
Can't stop thinking how great is my life back then.
Is way to fun you knowww.
Now all my life is work, work & work.
Only having my day off on Sat (half day) & Sunday,
you think is enough?
Alright 38min more then Im off from work. (:
♥ 5:24 PM
You always love to make up lies. I'm responsible for acting out scenes.
All the changes are so I could step into your world.
This scene has repeated a hundred times.
Only then I realised your heart is too wild.
You drew the border between us. I must not simply break the rules.
All my times have been prioritised for you.
Unknowingly, I'm so in love to the point that I dare not take any risks.
Having been your puppet for 1 year, (then) 2 years.
That's when I realised how pathetic I am.
A compromised love, still remains unresolved in the end.
Tied you up, not letting you fly away.
But history keeps repeating itself. I'm exhausted.
A compromised love, yet the story could not be written.
Once you made your ultimatum,
I hid in my own world.
You're just afraid of sleeping by yourself.
I no longer want to shed any more tears for you.
I understand, you will not change.
So, no more pondering, I shall begin tomorrow myself.?
♥ 4:24 PM
It seem like a million years I've not updated my blog.
I feel so paranoid this few days, I don't know why.
That the first time we say the word ____.
Seriously I can't stand it, Why can't you just get to understand me.
Isit so hard to make the decision.
3 YEARS! Just a small request you can't do it.
You are way too stubborn, REALLY!
Ask your friend around you, I bet 10 out of 10
you will get 9/10, I SWEAR!
Am I wasting my time, who can answer me.?
Everything change, but not you.
History keep repeating.
I can only vend my anger here, FML.
#@%$#^#$%@#%
I just need a hard bang on my head.
I already tried my best to maintain but not you.
What should I do? Why not you teach me.
I have to put on a smile even though Im not ok.
Im seriously NOT OK!
" all you need is TRUST" _|_
FML! FML! FML!
♥ 4:10 PM
Bf went batam with his whole company people,
Sun then come back to town.
Later afternoon going to meet my darling julies
for some catch up session.?
This few days doesn't get enough sleep,
i dont know why.
Insomnia, tired but cant sleep. Hais.
Was chatting with Jx past few days,
was gossiping and chatting about our past,
quite miss ehh.
The stories all still so interesting to me. Hahas.
Anyway it the past, we just cant turn back the time.
Alright time for bed now, but i think i will watch some
show first or CS-ing then sleep. LOLS~
♥ 12:23 AM
Yawn* So sleepy now.
Althought i had enough sleep but still tired.
Yes, my gan nu er Amber has come to the world,
yesterday went to visit her.
So cute, so long never carry baby already.
Excited!!
Hmmms, just make me think of something. Hais.
Bf going batam tomorrow evening and come back on sun.
I will make use of this time to do something that i should do.
Wahahahahs.
Okays, gonna clean the room and bath
the two naughty now before i go
back my own home. ((:
♥ 1:55 PM
Last week bf and i went to have dinner at bukit batok,
then clementi for ktv session with his friends.
After ktv went jalan kayu for supper,
then to yishun dam slack.
Shagg ttm, plus the weather is so cold!
I have flu and coughing now, sick me.
Nobody taking care of me. :((
Feel so tired now, going to get some rest.
朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那麽累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正的可笑
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身
明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬
If one day i were to leave you
what will you do?
♥ 4:45 PM
Was looking through all my post,
I miss my past.
How i wish i can turn back the time
whenever i want it to.
The best part for now is,
i hope i can turn back the time
when i started working at PLC or even
the very first time when we are together,
because the way you treat me is so different,
compare to the past and now.
Not say badd or what,
is not that sweet and good like before.
We take bus together, from one end to the other.
Fetch me after my work,
and after we bought torres and yuki
you bring them along too.
Come all the way from your house to my house
than bring me back to your house again or from
your house fetch me home.
Teach me prawning.
Take care of me when im sick and etc.
Now, it started when i start to stay at your house
because we keep seeing each other everyday.
Although it feel good when im awake the first
person i see is you sleeping beside me, but things change.
Not to mention, but just hopefully this relationship
maintain and will get even better. ((:
How long will it last, i don't know.
Hope im not wasting my time.
God bless me.
♥ 5:28 PM
My throat Fking pain, think im gonna lose my voice.
Going causeway point later to buy some stuff,
now waiting for bf to come and fetch me.
Hmms, what happen in 2010 im not gonna care anymore,
although there are something that i've already found out
that you have not tell me,
is ok, im not gonna ask or anything.
Just hope you will never hide anything from
me from this 2011 onwards. ((:
If you are truthful there will be nothing wrong,
I guesssssssss.
Oh ya, this month my gan nu er coming to this world soon.
So excited, cant wait!! Lols~
♥ 5:36 PM
What a nice weather to sleep today,
but too bad i cant sleep at all was busy doing my blogshop stuff,
am going to sell some Korea Faical mask,
anybody interested please tell me. ((:
Third day of 2011, nothing special happen.
1/1/11 bf nephew came to his house,
so we accompany him the whole day.
Went lot1, newyork newyork for dinner,
not a very nice dinner i had totally suck!
After dinner, homed.
9.30pm, after his nephew drink finish his milk
he came into our room and sleep with us.
so cute of him, squeeze in between us.
2/1/11, wake up in the morning went kpt
had porridge for breakfast,
then bf and me went for a hair cut.
Went bf's relative wake in the evening then homed.
Waiting for his nephew to go home then meet wc at void deck slack.
Thats all folk. ((:
♥ 6:46 PM
Welcome 2011!
Happy New Year people!
It a great start of the year,
lets make 2011 a better year for me and everyone.
Okays, hope everyone is enjoying during countdown.
Yesterday went yishun to have dinner with wc and bf,
had some thai zi cha, the food was ok and is Cheap!
After dinner, was planning to go somewhere else to see fireworks,
so we went town, drove one whole round of town then to Mt Faber.
Mt Faber was so pack too, so we end up back to home town.
Fetch jx at bpp then head down to woodland park to watch fireworks.
The fireworks was from malaysia, after watching we went to eat prata
then home sweet home. Tired!
As for today, of cause im still at home,
bf went downstair to pass things to his friend.
i dont know where will we go later. Hmmms.
Anyway, it our 1year 10month anniversary today!
Happy 1year 10month Baby. ♥
Seriously i hope this year will be a better year for us too. ((:
Oh ya, one of my julies is back in town and thats Felicia.
Welcome back! Hope she enjoyed her trip yeah.
Hey julies, meet out sooooonnnn!
♥ 11:05 AM
Catch up with my julies past few days,
went town shopping and etc.
Had been at my home this whole week with
my 2 doggies and 1 big baby.
Gonna start planning of what im gonna do next.
I've been slacking at home duh.
Study? Working? Slacking???
Hmmms, bf birthday coming what should i get him?
This few days the weather is so freaking hot, Bth sia.
Just hope that singapore will snow. LOLS~
Okays, is so damn late now, going to get some sleep.
Later have to wake my bf up.
Night peeps.
so envy.
Hope to have such happiness.
♥ 1:20 AM
Yesterday went vivo shopping and had our lunch.
Just one last chance; Tired
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱
我希望你会明白
让我再一次相信
♥ 5:12 PM
I've been neglecting my blog for months.
Im jobless now, slowly find a suitable job for myself now.
Too much things happen this few days.
My grandmother had passed away,
I just can't accept the fact that she's gone now.
I miss her so much. OMG!
Today just send her off for the last journey.
Is the fact that if you don't cherish a person now,
you'll regret. When the person is gone, it gone forever.
You won't find a second person of him/her.
Anyway, baby had gone for reservice,
friday then i'll see him. Hmmms.
Now am also playing online game call grand chase,
My cousins intro to me. Hahs.
Im figuring out how to play anyway. LOLS~
Okays, thing i will stop here, gonna catch up with my cousins. ((:
Dear God,
Please guild my grandmother through her new journey,
by at her side when she needs you.
She's scared to be alone, give her strength.
God i know you hear my prayer,
for the past few days i knew you are there with us.
I believe in you.
Eternal rest grant unto her, O Lord,
and let perpetual light shine upon her.
May the souls of the faithful departed through the mercy of God rest in peace.
Amen.
♥ 11:28 PM
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